Two Years.

Two years i've loved the same person. Not straying, not even thinking about another person. Yet for the last part of this year i've been fighting to keep this person in my life. Why? I really don't know. They're not the person I once knew. They're cruel and corrupted. They treat me like shit to be quite honest. They only want to be kind to me when they want something but when I need them they're never there. I think I'm done. Its going to be difficult but for my own wellness I think I have to. So here's me finally burying the love that's been dead for months now. I've done all I can to fix you but you're gone.


To love someone is to isolate him from the world, wipe out every trace of him, dispossess him of his shadow, drag him into a murderous future. It is to circle around the other like a dead star and absorb him into a black light.
Jean Baudrillard